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You, you and you.

All of you!

What is it in my head ?

What are these thought about ?

I don't even know what I am thinking about.

All I can feel is that my head will soon explode. At least it feels like it.

I am tired but I am happy.

I have the perfect life, at least for me.

I got love, I got the money I need.

It would not be wrong with more of course but I am satisfied.

I could not ask for more of anything really.

I have been throught so much in my life that I should be more than happy for what I have got now and for being in this position at all.

I am not the perfect person, acually I am not the person I thoguth I was going to be.

But I can not be more than myself and there will always be solutions to every problem.

Sometimes I think I am very rude. Sometimes I just can not focus my feelings inside and I let them out on the wrong person.

I am sorry that I sometimes make my love feel bad and make her feel that she is not good enough.

It is really not like that, I love her more than anything else acually. That is the truth, I can not deny it.

I do not know why I am writing this. Or acually I think I do, it is to make myself feel better.

It is to release these thoughts I have had in my head for so long.

I think I am going through a change in my life, I think I am getting on my feet again.

I am so happy, I could not ask for more.